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The Absence of Joy
By Rev. Lee Rosenthal, Vista Buddhist Temple

July-August 2000
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A few years ago I was invited to attend an annual Police Chief's Awards and Recognition Banquet honoring those men and women who had risked their life during the previous year in the line of duty serving the community. In his opening address during the award presentation, the Chief of Police recounted a recent eulogy that was given at the funeral of a deceased police officer by one of his life-long friends. The officer was accidentally hit and killed by a passing car while he was attempting to assist a stranded and disabled motorist by the side of the road. The friend of the deceased, now an attorney, was recollecting how both he and the deceased never seemed to excel in anything during their childhood. Neither of them were exceptionally intelligent, they didn't get high grades, they weren't very good at sports. They never joined a fraternity. In high school, both friends decided to go out for the track team since they weren't very good at anything else. They qualified only because everyone else had gone out for the more high profile sports such as the football team. In essence, both friends were just ordinary people who never excelled at anything in their lives.

The point that the Police Chief made during his speech that evening at the banquet, was that this eulogy caused him to think how the men and women receiving awards that night were also ordinary people — ordinary people who did something extraordinary in their lives, but not because they, themselves, were extraordinary. Although these officers being recognized and honored for their bravery and heroism were not necessarily extraordinary people, each of them, as each of us, have the potential to rise to a certain special occasion.

The Shinshu masters, Donran Daishi, Doshaku Zenji and Zendo Daishi all identified themselves with common, ordinary people, those of limited potential or no potential at all. The Pure Land sutras were chosen because they explained liberation for "ordinary people," as well as those of “superior spiritual qualities.” Commenting on the Meditation Sutra, Zendo Daishi (613-681), the fifth of the seven Jodo Shinshu masters, wrote: "I am actually an ordinary, sinful being who has been, from time immemorial, sunken in and carried down by the current of birth-and-death. Any hope to be helped out of this current has been wholly denied to me."

When at the age of eighteen, Honen Shonin moved to Kurodani, an area of Mt. Hiei where the learned priests lived, he encountered Genshin Kasho’s Ojoyoshu. Through Genshin’s mention of Zendo Daishi, Honen-sama eventually became "exclusively dependent upon" Zendo’s teaching. It was his reference to the liberation of common, ordinary beings as we are, amidst the inherent delusion of our human existence, that changed Honen's life. Without necessarily having fulfilled any formal prerequisite, other than wholeheartedly entrusting to an awakening of understanding that the Dharma encompasses even this delusion, we are assured of eventual release from suffering in the transmigration of birth-and-death.

In "rising to the occasion," the terms "common" and "ordinary" are not used in a derogatory sense, but refer to the common potential in each of us to hear Amida Buddha's Summoning Voice and rise to be an "award winner." In this case the reward is Enlightenment itself. However, as per the guidance of Chapter 9 of the Tannisho, “When I reflect deeply on my failure to rejoice that my birth in the Pure Land is settled — something for which a person should dance with joy in the air and on the earth — I realize all the more clearly, through this very absence of joy, that my birth is indeed settled. What suppresses the heart that ought to take joy and prevents me from rejoicing is the activity of my blind passions. ..... If you felt like dancing with joy and wished to go to the Pure Land quickly, you might begin to doubt whether you really had blind passions.”

To become awakened — to see — in a Jodo Shinshu perspective, does not mean as in a usual sense, that once you see, you’re no longer blind. In that context, sight replaces blindness. In a Jodo Shinshu sense, “to see” means to see your blindness. But yet we still remain blind. We still remain common, ordinary beings. This interpretation of Shakyamuni Buddha’s teaching is miraculous, for how is it that common, ordinary people filled with blind passions can become awakened? When this understanding becomes the content of our mind, Nembutsu will flow forth naturally and you and I will truly see, amidst our blindness and the absence of joy.

 

 

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